December 2011
12 posts
I’m impatient and when things are wrong, I need to right them immediately. So when that’s not possible- meltdown. I have to learn that some things, most things, are out of my control. Usually, I can roll with the punches, but I felt pressed for time. It’s the end of the year - who wants to end it with a big ol’ mess? Not my obsessive compulsive ass. I need to remember that...
“It’s not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen...”
I have this fixation on time. I’m quick to acquaint myself with the clocks in a room; feel naked without a watch strapped onto my left wrist. As a young girl, when I had the luxury of doing nothing, I remember following the changing angles and colors of the light entering through my window and splattering onto the wall. As expected, you get older and time becomes crucial to getting through...