I’m impatient and when things are wrong, I need to right them immediately. So when that’s not possible- meltdown. I have to learn that some things, most things, are out of my control. Usually, I can roll with the punches, but I felt pressed for time. It’s the end of the year - who wants to end it with a big ol’ mess? Not my obsessive compulsive ass. I need to remember that I can only do so much and after that shit will work itself out.

I’m impatient and when things are wrong, I need to right them immediately. So when that’s not possible- meltdown. I have to learn that some things, most things, are out of my control. Usually, I can roll with the punches, but I felt pressed for time. It’s the end of the year - who wants to end it with a big ol’ mess? Not my obsessive compulsive ass. I need to remember that I can only do so much and after that shit will work itself out.

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"I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited."
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